I'm not feeling so hott today. Actually I was feeling fine when I was hanging out with Andrew, Jessica, Katlyn, and Jerimiah, but now I feel sick, and depressed. Just one of those days I guess.
There's this one guy(I'm not going to put his name here because he said that he reads my blog) that I used to really like, and I flirted with him, and made it pretty obvious. But today I realized, I don't really like him that much. Or maybe I did, and my feelings have changed? But you'd think that would be a gradual thing wouldn't you? Not like, one day you're head over heals(I never really got that saying before) and the next you couldn't care less. Fuck. I'd like to say that it's just PMS or some thing, but I know it's not. I don't think I'm really into relationships right now. Not that I want to be all sluty and just sleep with every one, I don't feel like doing that either. I just want to...be. I just want to goof off with my friends. I want to go climb trees. I want to dance. I want to sweat. I want to not care about any thing.
I think I'm just in a bad mood right now. I'm gonna' go on a bike ride and see if I feel any better later.
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