pondering panties

I find it a little disturbing that no one in my family is at all fazed(or even slightly suprised) when they walk in a room and see me wearing panties on my head. Actually I'm not disturbed by that, I kinda' enjoy it. It's nice to know that I have a very strange family. Or maybe it's just me that's strange? This brings up a whole new range of things to ponder.

recaps

Yesterday: Went the the cinco de mayo parade, walked about 20 miles or so,(I'm so happy, my legs aren't sore!) went to the getaway,(best place ever!) hung out there for a bit, talked to Mad about organizing a benifit concert there,(it 'prolly wont hapen) got home, talked to Mikers, crashed.
Today: Went to grandma's,(I looked in on great grandpa while I was there, he was asleap the whole time though) uh.....I pretty much hung out at grandma's all day, went out to dinner with the fam, and this.
Exciting life eh?

happy cinco de myo!

It's a cloudy day today, sort of gloomy and damp. Oh well.

I'm going to pick up some aplications today. I talked to my mom about it and she said not to aply at magic waters, 'cuz there's no bus runing up there(yet) and I can't drive,(yet) and it would be a huge pain in her ass to pick me up every day. So I'm going to stick to places with in walking distance, it'll make things alot easier.

Working on my summer soundtrack right now. Stuffing it full of bouncy-indie bands. It's kinda' weird to be doing it online, usually I spend ages listening to the radio, friend's cds, tapes, stuff from the library, and burning it all on to cds. Now I'm just browsing through music blogs, myspaces, and other people's playlists. I want to put it all on disks, so that I can listen to it in the car, but I can't burn from projectplaylist, and it would be way majer hard to track down albums from all these obscure bands. Grrr, doing it this way I wont be able to send it to people!

I listend to my s.s.t. from a few years ago yesterday, it made me laugh. It was full of greatful dead, sead, phis, as well as(bealive it or not) aaron carter, a-teens, and dream-street! I'm quite happy to say that I have always had eclectic musical tastes, but also happy to say that my taste has improved. Though, when I was a kid, I'm sure I would think that my musical selection was going down hill fast.

I haven't played my guitar all week! I've been so wraped up in my music that I forgot about my music. Hah.

I need to work out more, I'm feeling fat. Ugh. I wish I could just be happy with how I look. Like that'll ever hapen. I guess I'm not that insecure, I know I'm pretty, I like my hair, I have fab legs. I just don't like my tummy, it's soooooo OUT THERE! Ugh & poop. I don't really like my butt either.

Whatever. I do need to work out more but I know I'm totally hott. And I don't give a shit what other people think.

I wonder if any one worth seeing is going to be at the rockbox tonight? I should call Mad and see if she wants to do some thing. It's saturday and I don't feel like staying at home.

things hapen when Ariel thinks

I started a cleaning rampage yesterday. It all started when I decided I needed to organize my closet, and next thing I know I'm cleaning the kitchen, the bathroom, my bed room. I haven't made much of a dent though. Must. Keep. Cleaning! Haha, I hate house work but once I get started it can be hard to stop.(the only reson I'm not cleaning now is because I needed to eat lunch!)

So I've been thinking alot(OMG! Ariel was thinking?!) about my life and such, and I do belive that I may have a bit of a life plan going. Of course, some thing could come up, and I could change my mind at any given time(as I so often do) but for now it sounds pretty solid.
This year: Get a job, save my money, learn french.
Next year: Get my drivers license, get a car, take a road trip, learn german.
The year after that:(we're at 2009 now) Enlist in the united states airforce.

This isn't a suden decision, I've actually been thinking about joining the airforce since I stayed with my aunt & uncle in Germany.(I was 13 at the time)

I figure, after I've done my four years, I can move to the city(chicago) and do...whatever, or if I have no plans, I can re-enlist. I'll get to travel, college will be paid for, and I'm serving my country all at the same time!(I may be a libral but I'm still proud of this country, we've made some mistakes, but over all, there's no where else I'd rather live.)

Speaking of future plans, I really need to get a job this summer. I really want to work at one of the book stores, but they hire mostly college students, so I s'pose I'll aply at the usual places; dairy queen, baskin robins, beefaroo, target, that kind of thing.

Karen says I should try geting a job at magic waters, but there is no way in hell I want to be a life gard. I doubt I could get the job anyway, I'm not that strong a swimer. I'm not that bad actually, with a little practice I could be better, but I don't really swim that often. Maybe I should get a membership to the Y...I supose being a life gard wouldn't be that bad would it? Maybe I'll aply there too. Could be fun?

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Death and destruction!
My dad has put a lock on his computer, I can't do any thing on it with out the pass word! EEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. Goddamnit. I can't upload pics on this computer, now what am I going to do?! Dangdangdangdangdang. I could just tell my mom that I need to get some pics or some thing, buuuuut I really don't want her to see the pics I'm really uploading. Shootshootshootshootshoot. Poopers. I guess I'll just ask mom to get me on the comp tomorow and hope beyond all hope that she dosen't stick around to talk to me or any thing. Haha.

lace-up-pants

I've finally found a dress for Alice in wonderland.(I'm playing the queen.) It's awesome, white and ivory dimond patern, it'll look great with my red cape and crown. All I need now is a pair of red high heals. Ooooh and temporary red hair dye. Haha.

I need to get mom a mothers day presant. I was going to make her a bunch of origami flowers, but that idea's through the roof. So I think I'm gonna' go up to just goods and buy a couple wooden tulips. I know she likes those, and I can get that cool neckalace with the wooden eliphants while I'm at it.

Yay wooden eliphants!

Actually, yay all wooden animals! Haha.

I'm watching CSI right now, some times I really like that show, but some times it just bores the crap out of me.

God I have to pee, I really should get off my lazy butt and go to the bathroom. I don't wanna' though.

Ooooh today I bought these really awesomazing jeans today. They lace up the side so you can see all the way up my legs. Haha, they are soo fab. Mom hates them, she took one look and was like ''oooh there horable!" Hahahaha. I didn't buy them to make her mad or any thing, I'm over all that rebelion. But I still love the heck out of them. Only problem is I have to wear them with a thong, or go comando, or you can see my undies. Tackey! God I love thrift stores, you know I could never find some thing that cool at the mall. The mall has it's perks obviously. It's totally the best place to find shorts, hoodies, bathing suits and jeans, but for any thing cool you have to go to a thrifty or a botique.

I'd rather go shoping in madison though, I mean, here, you have to drive all over to get every thing you want, but in madison, or even chicago, all your shops are right there, not spread out all over the damn place.

Oh bugger mom wants me off the computer. Poop, I guess I'll go now.
Bye!

flipimg nuts

Yesterday the temp was up to 82--yesterday was of course the one day this week that I couldn't go out and do any thing with my friends. Today the temp is only going to get up to 63. I love spring in the midwest, but it can be a bitch some times.

The clothes I was wearing yesterday are coverd in yellow and green stains. Haha. When I took my brother to the park, I decided to roll down the hill. So I raced Aaron down the hill about...4 times. HAH. When I got home I was all itchy from lying in the grass, and I already mentiond the stains, but it was worth it.

I hung up a couple of my collages like two days ago. I love lying in bed and staring at them. Haha. That sounds so weird. S'pecially since I'm the person who made them and I know exactly what they look like. But it's like, the more I look at them the more I see. Aaaah that dosen't make any sence does it?

I haven't actually fineshed the big one. There's like one whole corner that's not complete. I want to take a bunch of pictures with my I-zone and stick them on there, buuuuut I need to buy some film.

Ugh, I hate hanging out with friends who totally judge other people. Like, who are you to say that some one is weird just becuase that person likes, anime or some thing? Hello, who cares? Every one has some thing they like, just because you don't agree with them dosen't make them a freak! Or pointing some one out because she's over weight and wearing a skirt? WHO CARES?! Big fliping deal! Oh yeaaaah, so a girl has the confidence to wear a skirt and not care about how she looks, that is great! That's not some thing to make fun of! Or if some one acts like they are better than other people, that kills me. It really does. I can not stand it. Even if they are saying that we are better than them I HATE it! All people are equal, why can't every one see that? There is nothing that makes you better than any other bum. I don't care if you're the president or a homeless guy with 6 kids, we are all equal. It's one thing if you're joking around once in a while, or if you're mad at some one, 'cuz then you don't really mean it, right? But when people act like that all the time, GOD! It drives me fliping nuts!

Okay, rant's over now. Time to calm down. Hahaha.